all ghosts in febru
ary
with their quieter songs sung
against fields of snow
all days without color
ask this minor god in his
house of brittle bone
what it means to be alive and
he has no answer
in his dreams he is always
clawing upwards
through frozen soil
in my arrogance i am the
king of desperate beauty
dawnmarie understands these
failures,
tells me she
loves me anyway,
and this is the new religion
this is the darkest season,
the season of bitter laughter,
of fists wrapped in barbed wire
the age of suicidal poets and of
assassinated presidents and
which would you rather be?
how long will it take before
all your clever words are
forgotten?
we’ll start at your death and
count backwards from there
