We’ll Wait For The Drop by Robin Wyatt Dunn

we’ll wait for the drop
of the weight
of the bag of the day

overhead, the helicopter is singing
and the people are shouting in the street
and the sirens are wailing by

blaring to god
about patience
and blood

I’m this we
hovering over the dust of the city
demanding answers, not getting them,
and scribbling into my notebook

all the names they taught me as a child
what is the name for this?

he whose mane is lightning
and burnt like Icarus, but not dead

the survivor of the fall

we’re cooking bacon over Western
over the smell of the burnt rubber

Robin Wyatt Dunn
Robin Wyatt Dunn lives in Los Angeles. In this picture he is holding his tiny chapbook MARY, from Rinky Dink Press.
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Lost Horizons: Shangrila by Daniel de Cullá

-Where are you going, James Hilton?
Where are you going, sad about you?
-I’m looking for my Lost Horizons
On the great bluish mountain of the Karakal
In Baskul, Afghanistan.
-If Tomás Moro is already dead
In his Utopia, I saw him
Hidden in a Shamballa
Beyond the snowy mountains
From the Himalayas range.
His body was guarded by the British consul
Hufg Conway, his assistant Charles Mallinson
Christian missionary Roberta Brinklow
And the American merchant
Henry D. Barnard.
There was also King Kong
Who died for our sins
Guardian of Shangrila
That to the bridal couples that are coming
He don’t let in, only between week
And to the lusty gentleman, who faces him
Because he wants to get inside
He kick up a great fuss:
-You, not. The beautiful lady, first¡
He answering:
-But if you are my father
And I am Your son, Viejo¡
As Charles Darwin says.

Daniel de Cullá
Daniel de Culla (1955) is a writer, poet, and photographer. He is also a member of the Spanish Writers Association, Earthly Writers International Caucus, Poets of the World, and others. Director of Gallo Tricolor Review, and Robespierre Review.

Self-Abusing Wondershow by Jeanette Powers

the red-head
with the mayonnaise skin
thinks that I
have a superficial
              rough exterior
(as opposed to her
uncracked porcelain)
and that it’s masking
                                            (merely)
my vulnerable soul

as if this skin
weren’t susceptible
                to injury
at the mercy
of my more dangerous intentions
weren’t already a carved invocation
to my reckless lack
                                            of inhibitions

in fact,
I’ll give you a knife and a plunger, baby girl
if you’ll dig deeper
                (cut me).

Cut through the pliant flesh
to the bone of this abrasive
                masochist
to find me sandpaper
and road rash to the quick.
I’m a cat’s tongue,
rusty barb wire,
the teeth of your
grandfather’s chain saw
all
the
way
down
              (cut me).

This isn’t some show
I put on for protection,
a self-defense mechanism
                (when I need to hide
                I huddle down between
                the breastbone and spine
                of my dangerous muse)
this wicked excursion
I call myself
is someone terrified
of the lost boundaries
of self-hood
and so falling full-tilt
in the effort
of blind flight
and revealing myself
both to you and to me
(cut me).

I imagine you would like
to see me as a mirror –
pretend I’m a delicate flower
in need of a real man
who’ll cook dinner
with nothing but an apron on,
you wish I was someone
you wouldn’t have to worry about
introducing your friends to:
the ones with Windsor knots,
wool coats and three mortgages.
But that’s not a good idea, dear.

I keep the company
of drunks and cross-dressers,
sluts with romantic streaks,
poets and other chronically
self-abusing wondershows
and the reason why
is because at the core of me
is a little Houdini
who escaped the ‘should do’
                straightjacket
and ran to those alien entities
who know my skin is soft
and my soul is hard
because that’s the way
they are, too.

That’s the way you have to be
when you’re an abandoned,
out-cast, self-destructive pariah
and willing to pay
the price
of not playing nice.

I’m a bad ass victim,
an expert novice,
I’m fucking me,
no apologies.

So cut me,
cut me,
cut me,

see my skin breathe red
see me breathe deeply

this
is what it means
to keep going
in the face
of
brutality.

JeanettePowersBioPhoto
Jeanette Powers is an anarchist performance artist who uses poetry and art to question habitual behavior and to dismantle internalized obedience. She can most often be found near a river with her hound dog, Olly Mas. Connect with her at jeanettepowers.com or @novel_cliche

 

Rohihgya Refugee by Eddie Awusi

She approached me,
With a catalyzed look,
That hung on two worlds.
Covered in a shawl of reeds and dust,
She picked her emaciated steps,
Through mangled roads;
Aiming to cross her ordeals,
Of genocidal tatmadaw’s fire.
She is too weak to flee but she is fleeing.
Her torturous life lay within her manacled years.
Hoisted like a failing Union Jack.
She lives in death and dead in life.
Appearing and reappearing like a shadow person.
The earth trembled beneath her fragile steps.
This feminine victim of rohingya ethnic cleansing,
Walking unsteadily like a frightened child,
When he schools his legs to walk.
She is one, out of a sagging list.
Her sense of human hood,
Is dripping off her skin,
Like water; splashed on the back of a duck:
This ghostly woman,
Once the envy of a noble sea.
Her footfalls falling,
Like a poor kiss on the earth.
As she made it through the shrubbery.
Into another devastating life.
Cruelties in IDPs.

Eddie Awusi is a Nigerian writer of Isoko extraction.
 He graduated from the prestigious Delta state university,
 Abraka in 2007, where, he got a Bachelor of Arts degree
 in English and Literature. He has been published in Dissident
 Voice, The Australian Times, Tuck Magazine and other
 numerous magazines and anthologies. The pen and paper;
 are his playmates.

Rock Star by John Patrick Robbins

I sat there amongst total idiots .
Lost in the verbal rumblings on a serious cocaine induced binge.
Fuck man your so deep you must be taking all this in.
Its probably great for your writing.

Jerry my friend for the night said.

He was the less annoying of the group so I just let him ramble hit the bottle on the table and tried not to heave up the scotch in the process.

Scotch they said was a acquired taste .
I didn’t have to eat the ass end out of a horse to know it tasted like shit .

And this high dollar bottle reeked of a used ash tray and a yerinal cake .

The dealer who I wasn’t found of held court at the head of the table and the rich junkies and whores sat there paid close attention.
Not cause he held there interest .

Hey just held the coke.

Fuck why was I here ?
I always got caught up in bullshit!

I would get lonely find myself amongst assholes and realize least being alone meant you didn’t have to breathe the same air as these fuckers.

The owners lived in a nice house it had a nice pool out back with a great view .
It cost a fortune the couple that owned it were perfect in there eyes.

And to me they were closet freaks .

The mans wife sat close to the prick with the coke and after everyone was fully loaded her and the dealer would probably slip off to a back room and fuck.

People in this environment lost there souls they were kinky they were bland and ordinary there was no passion so they did whatever it took to make themselves seem unique.

I could be home drinking my bourbon alone and happy .
But here I was the great burn out
making a showing .

So Jack man I like your words the dealer said in his snarky tone.

We should hang some time I’m a writer to.
Yeah we should I said .
Thinking to myself I rather hang with my dog than some jackass who thought he was a writer.

Yeah I write stuff bout my world might even see if anyone wants to publish it.

Well I don’t think hightimes publishes books do they ?
The dealer just looked at me.
Yeah I don’t know.

It wasn’t much of a slap but he knew I was telling him to fuck
Off !
There’s nothing tuff about being an idiot .

I sat there looking around the room thought of how people acted more when they pretended to have a good time than actually done so .

It was rock n roll all the dope and dipshits you could handle.

I had to escape .

I wasn’t rock n roll.

John Patrick Robbins
John Patrick Robbins Is a writer ,Comedian and full time drinker who’s writing is largely influenced by people and stories I here’s around him everyday. Stay crazy .

A Poem in Parts from Forgotten Wars: I Who Lost One Brother by Tom Sheehan

who nearly lost another
remember the headlines, newsreels,
songs of bond-selling, gas-griping,
and movies too true to hate.

All Mother Earth bent inwards,
imploding bombs, bullets, blood,
shrieking some terrible bird cry
in my ears only sleep could lose.

Near sleep I only remembered
nifty bellbottom blues he wore
in pictures my mother cleaned
and cleaned there on the altar

of her bureau as if he were Christ
or Buddha, but he was out there
in the sun and the sand and the rain
of shells and sounds I came to know

years later moving up from Pusan.
I never really knew about him until
he came home and I saw his sea bag
decorated with his wife’s picture,

and a map with unknown names –
Guadalcanal, Saipan, Iwo Jima,
Kwajalein,
the war.

Sheehan served in the 31st Infantry in Korea 1951-52, graduated Boston College 1956, published 30 books, multiple works in Rosebud, Literally Stories, Linnet’s Wings, Serving House Journal, Copperfield Review, Literary Orphans, Eastlit, DM du Jour, In Other Words-Merida, Literary Yard, Rope & Wire Magazine, Green Silk Journal. He has received 32 Pushcart nominations and 5 Best of Net nominations.

The Last Taste by David J. Thompson

In Cadiz, in southern Spain,
I know a shiny bright bar
just a block from the beach
that makes you think of Hemingway.
The barman speaks no English,
wears a short white jacket
and a big smile, brings me
glasses of draft beer and tapas
of cheese and black olives
and anchovies in oil.

Eventually he asks me
about a racion de camerones
like I had last night
and the night before.
I nod and grin and soon
he slides me  a white plate covered
with  peel and eat shrimp. I stare
at it for a second, signal him
for another beer. Each bite seems
more delicious than the previous,
my fingers grow moist and sticky
even as the pile of napkins grows
on the counter. Too soon
the shrimp are gone, I lick
the last taste from my fingers,
try to stand up straight,
then gesture for more beer.

Eventually I have to go.
There’s a train to catch
back to Madrid in the morning,
a flight home in a couple days.
I say Adios to the barman,
walk back to my hotel unsteady
in the smell of the ocean,
the moonlight in the palm trees,
and a breeze all the way from Africa.

David J. Thompson
David J. Thompson lists John Prine, John Sayles, and Frank O’Hara among his list of heroes. He enjoys The Simpsons, and he loves Spain and the American West. Please visit his photo website at ninemilephoto.com