or i tell him he’s just a dying junkie in a
dying city and he laughs,
spits a mouthful of blood over the railing onto
the sidewalk three stories below, says
john you’ve always been the
biggest asshole i know
says i’ve fucked every woman you’ve
ever loved and none of it ever
meant anything
none of them ever gave a shit about
really being alive and then he
opens another beer
and then he
closes his eyes and smiles